Liz Sheridan: This is me, Johnny. remember?
Captain John Sheridan (her brother): I'm sorry. I just ... I ... uhhh ... seeing you again brings it all back.
I know. That's why I'm here. Nothing has really been the same between us, not since Anna passed away.
I need more time. That's all.
Johnny. It's been 2 years!
Then why do I still have to remind myself that she's gone?
Why, when I see something interesting on the news, I'll say to myself, "Oh, I gotta remember to mention this to Anna later on!"
Sometimes I will turn to say something to her. She's not there, but just for a second I don't know why she's not there.
And then I remember. I miss her, Liz. I miss her and love her as much right now as I did when she was still here
I know. It's not easy. She was my friend for a lot a longer than you were married to her, and I miss her too. But if she were here right now she would be mad as hell at you. She would want you to get on with your life and stop burying yourself in your work.
It's not about work!
... later ...
Dammit Liz, It's my fault she's not here... I'm responsible for her being on that ship in the first place... I was too busy. Too damn busy.
Right after I canceled she took that science job on the Icarus. Just a 2-week survey. Said she'd be back before I even noticed she was gone.
Well she didn't come back, and I've been noticing she's gone every minute of every day.
You can't blame yourself, Johnny
Yes I can! If I hadn't canceled out, she'd be here right now.
But the thing is, the real killer is ... When we used to talk to each other long distance, we would say 'I love you' at the end. The last time I talked to her, I was rushed, and I didn't say it. I didn't even realize it.
And I figured I'd make it up to her later on. I never even got to say goodbye to her.
Ohhh, Lizzy, I miss her. I just didn't want her to go without telling her I loved her, one last time.
Babylon 5, season 2, "Revelations," 1994